Look at this! Yahoo News

How funky it is!  Yahoo news is bringing amazing news to everyone. To all of them people can't make any comments anymore, because of technical problems. I guess people saying way to much in the comments/blog on Yahoo news.

This article, or let say the part of that I am posting in here, can give you a good idea where all the people's money goes.

(("WASHINGTON (Reuters) - Republicans introduced a $915 billionspending bill in the House of Representatives early on Thursday in an attempt to force Democrats to finalize legislation that would keep the U.S. government operating beyond the weekend." ...

(Yahoo News December 15th, the time is unknown))

Seriously if the government, or who ever calls themselves this word do not care about the country and the people soon will realize that people soon do not need them at all. Because a human being is a free spirit and only they can looking for is a good leader or leaders. If there is a deficit in a good leader/leaders,the people will lead themselves.

Why are you spending so much money for shit? It seems like not enough shoes in your closets.

Good- Bye SAMUI! Part 2.

Artist came to the passport control and the lady gave to her the bill to pay 500 bats for staying over time in the country.The lady,wrote something down and put the stamp of departure in her passport.

After that procedure some people from the line helped artist to carry her luggage to the waiting aria,what was very nice of them. She started talking to strangers and to her surprise these Russian tourists were very disappointed with their trip saying, that they never want to come back here again.

About 5 minutes later the artist saw that the girls workers, were having a serious conversation and have been pointed at her.

What again? Why I am the point of attention this time, she didn't know what to think anymore.

Couple of airport workers came to the artist asking for her passport and her ticket once again. You could tell they have been very concerned about something. After finishing their dialog one of the lady said:

You are flying to Bangkok and then to the US - this is the wrong terminal and we made a mistake to check you in, in here. We also shouldn't charge you any fees for leaving the country. Your plane take off in 3 minutes, and we are trying to get you on this plane, or you have to wait for the next one, and than you can miss your flight home.

They really were trying to do their best... being on the radio all the time, but it was very scary to think about missing the flight home... please No.

The bus came and the artist, the only passenger got her ride to the plane's door.

No one helped her with her baggage, but at least she made it... she took her sit.
There wasn't the way for her to stay here, she couldn't take it anymore.

Let's go home please, NOW!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPNUFndePpQ

Rocking Nikki New CD - Little Stories for Little People

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New York

It was a pleasure to spend some time in N.Y.
When you got involved with the smart people,who has an awareness about what ever situation, I feel like right things are still exist. They all are in a law field and I give them my hat, doesn't matter how close I am with them.
Living in the Long Island, where is life is neat, but kind of boring for the person from N.Y, or L.A. area (where I came from), I still did enjoy every minute of that.
The first of all it is a great fresh air, no Mexicans faces... Even the people who is making a landscape are not these freaking illegal immigrants like in California...
Who said Spanish are doing a better job? It is a lie.
There are white or black young Americans,
who is taking care of your huge yard much better and faster, than those who is in California.
No complains. Maybe a bit more in cost, but it worth it.
The Pizza in Long Island is made by New Yorkers - Americans, is delicious, not the garbage made by Spanish cooks in L.A., what taste the same in any place you go, and the questions about sanitarium and other stuff is still exist. Domino's Pizza is a big fail. I always was a fan of that, but now it is sinking. I guess illegals are working for them.
I try to think positive, but as an independent reporter I am talking about the issues, and trying to compare it with the quality.
I am calling all musicians and music business professionals, who has, or working on their degrees in this field and can't get a job, to associate with cleaning up California from people who doesn't belong in there.
Spanish( legal or illegal) already occupied Fox Sport Channels, it is a scary factor.
Delta airlines in LAX has a manager who is nasty and threatening, playing the games on any returns or complains, looks Mexican. Just a few big Companies as an example.
Really all this is not about the race and just about the overload of one or another race - disharmony, advantage and attitude.
I am sure no one wants that the US is another Israel, Russia or Mexico. The balance of nationalities is - what made the US to be on the Top of all Countries. Native Americans are nice and polite, but they are strong enough to bring the quality of their life back.

( SM. IN. Translated article November 15th 2011)

Politics or Games?

As we all know that Economy in the Country is not acceptable.
I was following Yahoo News for last two weeks and I discovered, that population concerns are more than I expected. Somebody is blaming on Obama, and some people understand that a lot of greedy jackals took the place in the Senate. How they got there,who choose them to be there, and who they are nobody knows and never will know.
They stealling people's money, putting in their pockets, so much money, that they never even can spend in their life time. What did they do for Americans,what are they getting paid for, for talking about the same crab over and over.

They do not care for people, they do not care for the country, they're creating their own Kingdom, and very soon U.S. will go back to the history, anybody else will be a slave with a number, like in Stalin and Hitler regime. They do not need smart people, that's why 11.6 millions illegals are in the country and many, many of them are working, including big corporations. All these things can't be just a coincidence, there is something behind all this game. Some group of people wants to destroy the country.
Why in Detroit no electricity in a small city, why they can't fix problems with electricity in New York aria for 6 days, and people are frizzing out? Send your electricians to Norway for education, then they know how to fix the problem after the storm, in a few hours.

The "government" has money to create jobs, they have a lot of money... they're fooling you.
I have this feeling that Mr.Obama was threatened in some ways, so actually he can't do much.(I may be wrong).

I posted many blogs in Yahoo, but for some reason I can't find them this last week. Is it possible that there is some true in my words, or maybe some chicken's brain journalists wants to use my point.
Bank of America and other scammers are already in trouble, I wrote about behavior of this thieves almost a year ago. But they problem is the "government" I do not know what "government" charging them millions monthly, so banks rip you off. So if "government" charging banks, they must have money, or where all these money goes? There are a lot of shady activities are going on, and people, the mass can't put up with that anymore, and the mass is the force.

Another rip off companies as Mobile phones, PayPal, Warner Cable, Ebay, Airlines and so on... who charges crazy fees, they will be in trouble for their greed. Because if people will not get their jobs back, there will be nobody to suck from.

So you better give a break to people, until you will be broke yourselves, gangs of jackals, who is calling themselves "business people".

TIME WARNER CABLE !

TIME WARNER  CABLE !

There were a lot of complains from people about TIME WARNER CABLE, but I never believed until I had deal with this Company myself.

After I took over the bills, from one of my friends, who couldn’t afford the rip off anymore and the bad services from  WARNER CABLE, I had my own experience with them, and now I realize that they are no more then just a SUCK, and all stories about them are true.

The internet is going on and off all the time, I had to reboot and to put ” assist me “ “the pass word” 5-6 times in day , this is too much WARNER CABLE! You want me to pay you $79 in month? You’re not worth a dime. Will be cheaper to go to a great place as STURBUCKS  everyday, and to spend my money on great coffee with free internet even if you’re the provider.

One day of late payment they shut the internet down , even it was a conversation earlier ,that  we are taking over the payments, and they could be late . We had to call.

-We didn’t receive your checks yet, so you have to pay 109 dollars to put service back – the lady said.

-O.k. are these money go to our account credits for the next months when you got the checks?

-No ,it is just to activate the service, and to pay your bill , because we didn’t get your check….

- Why I have to pay double , you will get the check ,because it sent.

It took  about 15 - 20 minutes o make things clear.

 O.K. from $109 it was only $76 which went to credit , where these $33 went? We will make it clear very soon.

The lady was nasty in some point, and was thinking that she owns the world ,though  You better know your place “the customer service” and be nice if you want my money for exchange for services your company is providing.

The internet was back in a time frame she said, and was working till midnight, and then it was a shut down again.  What I am paying for, WARNER CABLE? Where are the services? What kind of people are working in your company? The devises are bad, the router, modems are not working properly. The technical problems may occur,  and we have to put up with all that, but financial problems may occur also , so you WARNER CABLE  need to learn to put up with that too.

After contacting WARNER CABLE in 3 a.m. we have got to know that all Sherman Oaks aria didn’t have the internet, and it will be back at 5 in the morning.

So I guess we deserved some discounts from not be able to work for 5 hours and maybe WARNER CABLE will understand that nothing and no one is perfect, and the main thing is to try to work things out nice way. 

This May Happened in the Close Future.

I am not here to make any panic, or 100% prognoses for tomorrow, but I would love you to be aware of things may happened. I can't tell you when.... maybe in a few months from now, maybe earlier or later, but soon...

Beautiful California will be the first for an experiment.
It will come from the air, the sleeping pill,maybe some kind of gas... what is it I do not know... they will try to get rid from the population.I do not know who they are either, but they gonna have a big airplane white and blue, and a big helicopter. They gonna hit the window of 5 store apartment first, and then the helicopter will change a direction, and go very low spreading the gas "sleeping pills"around basements you're trying to hide.

I wish I am wrong... at least this time.

California Should Be Cleaned up From Illegals

I did my own investigation, and just walking around pretty good aria, I live, I discovered, that concerns about illegals, and Spanish people stealing all the jobs from native Americans is absolutely the true.

First I visited McDonalds, and I saw about 12-14 Spanish working only in one shift. The young lady was hard to understand my order, because her English was suck... next day I did the same, and another cashier the guy barely was speaking English. I went to another Bistro just to walk in, and I saw the same picture. Another fast food place, dry cleaning, restaurants... what the hell!

I can't say for sure all these workers are illegal immigrants, but they do not understand or speak English... or they do not want to.
Following the news, and reading "real American's" comments about the problem what illegals are stealing jobs, because small companies do not want to pay what they suppose to pay, and looking for people who can be cheap and quite (good example if you do not speak English). So this way it seems that Business owners do support illegal immigrants, who got here mostly through Arizona border, or any other ways. They getting jobs under somebody's SS# , so who is responsible?
From other side if to look a little bit deeper into the situation, illegals send money out of country to bring all family members here, and do not pay taxes, and automatically the system will be crashed, because there is no money circulation in the particular State or even in the Country.
Doesn't matter how much money Government print it will go bye-bye.
I have heard about new immigration law, and also I have heard that Companies will be charged $10,000 for first illegal, $50,000 for the second, and with third one the Business will be closed.

Maybe this way will be more opportunities for Native Americans, and legal people to get jobs, and maybe this way services and products will be a better quality, than for last two years.

You never know if it is a Hit Song... but You always can guess.

http://smixer.livejournal.com/80581.html...

 I was trying hard to download the video/song to this blog, but I had to cancel it a few times, because it took too long.... so I decided to put a link. It seems to be much easier. (To all of that even Blogger is a Google site, for some reason it doesn't show this blog on a search agent  strange, but - fact.)

This song is in Russian, but it has a nice tune. If you understand Russian you will have fun, if you do not understand, it will be just another song.

Have Fun Watching !!!

When He is Gone...

Next day Viki was down, and tears didn't stop falling. She was all by herself with a child in her beautiful house. Her bar was full fill of liquors, and only what she wanted it just to escape from her thoughts.
She made a cocktail of whisky with the orange juice, and light up the candle.

It was about a midnight when the candle started to burn very strange. It seemed like some kind of figures started to show up on the candle's wick, and already having a few drinks Viki started talking to the candle.
There was nobody else to talk to, and to share her pain, and she just was watching the blaze.

Figures on the candle were changing very fast, and seemed like she was receiving messages.
There was a girl sitting on the moon first, then it was a frog, then it were roses, then it was a funny face... then it was a wedding ring...Vikki took a camera to take the pics, but camera started to freak out and figures falling apart, she even made a video, but some power made her hand to push to delete.
Wow, there was something going on what Vikki didn't realize than, and didn't know that she was dealing   with unknown and also with underworld.

Reading and receiving telepathic messages, she was drawing all figures in her note book,what candle was showing. All the story she draw, mostly, made sense and she was sure, that she is taking to someone she loved. It was a lot of humor and it was a lot of sad parts what made her cry, and it was hard to stop, until the candle started to show the lady in a long dress giving the letter, it was even more...it looked more alike as the piece of paper the kings wrote. It was about a time to stop, and Vikki blew on candle...

The figure on the candle wick didn't break, and this uncomfortable feelings that the message is coming made Viki to understand,she is not alone in the house.

She put that candle on side... she needs to show it to her friend, as a proof, that the underworld does exist.
All the figures had their all story,but the wedding ring in the end was a big hit for her... someone from other side wanted to marry her.

PAYPAL IS SUCK!!!

One of my friends who is in the Music Business, he was complaining about PayPal and told me never to have deal with them, what I do not, I heard it before and agree for 100% that They are Suck!
.... Why are you blocking money coming to my account again? It happened every time I do the transfer.
There were no changes in my bank account,why I am always the random selection for "Your account access is limited"
Why are you asking for my credit card information, if I am not going to make any purchases?
PayPal you're not trying to protect me from spammers, you're the spam, for holding and using my money!
The worse service I ever had trough the Internet is PayPal.


Your account access is limited. But you can do that ... You can pay for purchases and services or send money to friends and family.


This is not limited for some reason! I can tell you why, BECAUSE THEY NEED OUR MONEY FOR EBAY! GREAT DEAL SPAMMERS! Every day they are using people moneys, if you're using my money you have to pay a fee to me, and not charge for one, and give me my money when I am asking you to, the same shit wit Bank of America, and other stealers.

Bye-Bye PayPal

California Should Be Cleaned up From Illegals

I was a little bit confused and asked the question to the guest, because I am not a native American myself I felt some kind of uncomfortable.
From one side I got the point, and from another I wanted to make sure I understand the person right. I got luck,because I didn't need to ask any more questions, and just was continuing to listening.
- Do not get me wrong.... The mother of my child was Spanish, and I love Spanish women (he laugh)...
...this is about something else.
 He got me feel better, and later on pointed to the problem.
- I am originally from Arizona, though lived long time in California...

He didn't need to explain more, because I follow the news and actually see the problem.

Guest left. I saw from our conversation, that he wasn't a complainer, he just was upset about wrong things going on in the Country, and in the beautiful State - California.

When something is not right and you feel it, it means:  Something is Not Right , No questions.

I will continue my thoughts later on....

California Should Be Cleaned up From Illegals.

I had to write this...
I had a conversation with a stranger — white American. He was born and razed in California, about 36-39 years old. It wasn't a big surprise what I have heard, but some moments from our conversation shocked me as well.

I'll try to bring this conversation as close as I can.

There was a time, even about 7 years ago when everyone had a job, the house and the money to spend. When economy cracked, people started to blame on Government, Banks, Mortgage presentative.
Yes, for sure, all the powerful people had something to do with that, but there is something else going on behind the scene, what is trying to break US Economy. It is a very possible that illegal immigrants got advantage of the situation, and things went too far.

- I was trying to get a job for about two years, I am a cook with a strong resume, but every time I pushed hard there were no results to get a job, in some point I gave up,but in a couple of months tried again.
Two years later doing this and that I got luck, that someone looked at me as a professional, and hired me.
There were 4 Mexicans working part time, and it seems that everything was o.k. until I realized that they are actually trying to get rid of me. How it started...
They pretended they do not understand English, and started to teach me and explain what is what means in Spanish. I had no interest to Spanish and continue speaking my own language.
In one point it got annoyed,when one from dudes said :
- You have to learn Spanish.
What for I need to learn Spanish, am I in the United states or what?
Later on was happened something like that again, and I was joking around, that my head can't handle the language. After one more try one of these Mexican's started talking to me Spanish and explaining that I need to learn Spanish... I said:

You are in the US guys, and need to speak English.
- No - said one of the guys, you have to learn Spanish... 2-3 years from now Spanish will be the main language in California.
Fuck You!!!!  (there were my thought). Now I know why Americans can't get a job.
Spanish are hard workers... hard workers standing on the table with food they prepare with dirty shoes, putting their fingers in my mashed potato dish? They are hard workers, because they have jobs, experience every day... Yes that is true,what they are working hard to get California and Los Angeles especially...

GOOD LUCK! Brush the hair of you kids first!
The person I was talking to, got a bit upset and hot, but in a while continued his statement.

Good- Bye SAMUI! Part 1.

It was the early morning, when Alex went to pick up taxi. It still was kind of dark on the island,but even darker was the feeling inside of the sister and the brother hearts. This time the game really was as a lotto.
Can she make home with no money to pay for over weight of her stuff,guitars, computers, bags?

After arrived to Samui small airport, she still had a mix feelings "should I stay or should I go" she was scared to go to Bangkok where she had a nightmare a few weeks ago.

The same lady, a very nice local lady,who worked at the airport recognized them and smiled.
Overweight for all stuff was around $33, and she was trying to wave fees saying maybe you can take something out,so the payment will be lower. The Artist took some studio parts off and some other heavy things from the bag and gave it to Alex. It worked, the weight was much less. The lady seemed like understood the situation and did her best to help out. After everything was taken care off Alex started to walk her sister to get to custom, holding the stuff in his hands what gave a bit of overweight. She was holding guitars.
It was the time to say good-buy to Samui, and Alex. The time was ticking and just a few minutes were left,before the plane take off.

The Artist gave a hug to her brother, and put her bags and guitars to custom check in.
- Oh you forget to put this thing for check in - the custom guy said and showed on the studio part Alex was holding. Alex wanted to say something,but our Artist said:
-Oh yes, thank you, and took that important recording studio piece from the hands of her brother.

Alex looked at her sister with sad eyes...but got the point.
This time these people there were for them.

When He is Gone...

Viki called Ian's daughter, and gave her condolences about what has happened.
She also spoke to Ian's younger daughter she knew, and met many times before, and in a few days she would know about Ian's last take off.

A few days later, the day and the time was set for May 30th of 2006, in the House of Blues. The family was thinking to make the funeral normal, but Ian wouldn't like it.... That's why it was the House of Blues on Sunset Blvd,CA.

........................

The House of Blues was full of people,the all family members friends, funs, musicians.
Viki and her child were sitting on the first row, and all the procedure was very painful. The movie about Ian's life and the songs of artist's he brought to US and made a Rock stars from them were played. The speeches of people who worked with Ian were interesting, and people cried, people who has a big status in the Music Business cried.... Cortney Cox sent her letter too,where she admit that Ian was her true love a time ago and he had a great heart... yes he did... The Golden Heart.
There were a lot of funny and strange stories about the Music agent Ian Copeland, but for Vikki it was the most personal, because he was her love and her lover for 7 years. Not too many people knew about their relationship, it was a very personal for many reason. They didn't need anyone to know, because they wanted to escape from the whole world, making their own, simple, but true world.

..........................

Viki was driving back to Vegas, and all the thoughts were back in time, and to the strangest and warmest relationship she ever had. She was thinking about mistakes were made and was sad, she was thinking about strongest and a goofy moments, she smiled. The mood was very jumpy, but tears just won't stop falling.
She was trying do not fall into hysteric only because of her child,who had a heart break of loosing Ian, and was sleeping in the back seat of the car.

Long day...a very long day... which turns into one year of nightmare.

When He is Gone...

Next day she called and talked to Ian's daughter, while Ian was sleeping.
It wasn't the same daughter of his, it was the girl she never met before, Chandra lived in Australia, and came in to the US only because Ian got very sick.
She said that he is not doing alright, and every day it is getting worse and worse.

.... In a week or so all visitations were closed, and only family members were allowed into the house.

Chandra's voice has been change in a few days later. She was very tired, because she was the one who took care about her dad mostly of time.
Vikki also was talking to Joules almost every day, who was the manager of a Backstage Cafe, and the friend whom Ian brought from England. Nothing sounds good.
- I can't come to visit Ian anymore... and I am running the Backstage...Joules sounded upset.
- I know, Viki said - I was talking to his daughter...
Viki couldn't do nothing about this situation, and just kept in touch on the phone every single day with a few people who was there for Ian.

She was crying after every conversation with Chandra, and the girl in L.A.,the girl she never met before became the dearest, and one from the closest people in the world, she was her connection to Ian and she was taking care about the man she loved.
...............

The world stops, when Viki's child found,while doing research on Google
- Mom!!! - Ian died !!!
- What ? Viki didn't believe her ears and started to read the news.
Cold sweat went trough her body.

In a second she grabbed the phone and started to call Joules, he answered.
- Joules.... how is Ian?
It was a short pause
- He is dead...
- What ?
He repeated
- He is dead..
- When?
- Just a few hours ago.
The world was breaking apart, though the brain still didn't catch the fact.

The conversation wasn't too long, because no one has no words...
Ian Copeland... left this physical world, his friends, the Backstage Cafe and his loved once forever, or...

When He is Gone...

She woke up in the middle of the day, tired from thoughts, which didn't let her to get asleep all night long.
It was April 23d 2006 and in a few days it was Ian's birthday, so Viki took all 25 roses, she got from Backstage Cafe for Ian, because she knew he loves those flowers, and always was growing them up on his patio.
... Around 6 p.m. all shaking, she rung the door bell. Nobody answered, and then she knocked.
- Come in - It was Ian's voice.
Slowly Viki opened the door and walked inside. The place didn't change much since her last visit, and it seems like everything was on the same places, the only thing... that the old, bold man was sitting on the chair, and not someone she knew before. She didn't show the shock she had, but realized that the situation is more serious then she thought.
-Viki?
Ian's eyes went big, it seems that it was the last thing he could expect - it's to see her. Viki took her shoes off, and like always before, started the conversation. She gave him beautiful roses, and gave him a kiss in the lips. It was a very hard to pretend like nothing had be changed, but she wanted to take him back in time...  and even for a minute make him to forget about now.
- Roses?.. - Ian said quietly.
She put some water in the big glass, and stand the flowers close to where Ian was sitting.
After that Viki took a chair, and sit down close to him.

They have been talking about this, and that, and Ian told her all the story,what has happened to him a few months after she saw him last time. It was a scary tragic story, and Viki was very upset why he never contacted her. She understood, that he was fighting for his life, but still, couldn't give sorry to herself for not being there for him. It was understandable that he didn't want her to see him sick, and wanted to remember him the way he always was, cool and funny.
Viki didn't know in how bad condition Ian was at the moment, and asked him if is gonna have the surgery for the huge bump on the back of his head. He didn't give a clear answer to that. He said that he had the surgery on his stomach earlier, showing a big scar,what wasn't the nicest thing to see. She had hopes, that all this just a temporary thing, and it will be a cure, because he is strong enough, and he will get better, but after listening all the details of his fights with a cancer, she started to be scared. He supported him any possible way and recommended some things.... it just was too late...

Ian was very weak, and even he was very sharp, she could see that he couldn't continue the conversation in some point. He wanted to be alone until his daughter is back.
His eyes, she always loved, were full of sadness, and it seemed like he barely was holding his tears.
To make this moment as a support Vikki said:
- You're tough Ian...
 He said:
-  I know...

Viki was holding his hand in hers, there were a minutes of silence. She wanted to change his socks, because they had a hole, but she afraid to make him feel uncomfortable, and really who would care about these things at the moment. She was thinking if he has at least 6 months, there is a chance to do something about it, and maybe to save his life. She had the optimism, because he still was alive.
Ian was trying to stay awake, but it seems like his energy was going away.
- My daughter is on the way home, I am tired ... I want to sleep...
He didn't want to let her hand going, and was holding it... she kissed him in his lips, and promised to be back here in a week or so. She needs to hit back to Vegas tonight, and will call him tomorrow.

...He looked into her eyes trying to let her know that this is Good- bye.., but she didn't want to accept it.
... His soul, and his heart were crying ... Her soul and her heart were ripped apart.
The last hug, the last kiss, the last time of holding hands, the last look into the eyes you love..
April 23d of 2006.
Exactly, one month later, May 23d  in the apartment  # 11...11.23p.m. ... Ian Copeland died.

... She was sitting in a car... she had to drive to Vegas, but she couldn't. She knew that  it is 8p.m. and she needs to come back home, and take her child to school in the morning, but couldn't move.
The tears were falling, and after all mental pressure, she wasn't in the condition to drive.
It took for about 10 minutes... she pushed so hard on the gas pedal, that the noise from tires flew with the echo through the quiet night of Beverly Hills.

Who am I ?/ Message in the Bottle.

There is a lot of discussions, and scientistic investigations about the earth, the atmosphere - cosmos and a human being. I am sure everyone at least once in their life asked the question Who am I? How this world was created, and what is behind all this space what seems to be endless. Some people believe in God the Creator, but some people give another version of the thought.
The people who believed in good power sometimes got very disappointed, why the good is so weak and just bad things start to get over their life and humanity in general? You can say think positive, yes we can, but where is God's power when people need help? There is something more...So I am going to talk about  things which may have a place.
The people have a physical body and the energy,which the name is Soul. We are all the energy, negative or positive in the body. Our body and the brain is a machine, with a pre calculation. We are robots... just in the soft cover. Who was made us? The aliens... more developed creatures, and brought us to the earth as an experiment. Are they the Gods, the creators?
Very often it seems like people are just a marionettes, the toys in the game, in someone hands. Like a simple example: we can face unexpected situations, and you can escape or you can be blocked doesn't matter how hard you try. If it is good power why you are blocked from creativity, and need to concentrate on things what are on the way to do something good? Devil? Who is he? Just a dead criminal? Politician? Joker?
Let's go deeper... There are a lot of stars in the atmosphere, they are shining... but the cosmos itself is dark... Can you imagine yourself just to be a micro element in someone's giant body? You live your life your bacteria life... good bacteria, and the bad bacteria, but you have some control and sometimes the brain, and the help from who ever creators are, because they are in the same giant body. Think about this.
So after loosing physical body these energy traveling millions of human years and get tired, but do not give up ... another questions is - what could be outside of that giant body? You jumping into this idea thinking outside of box and then... There is just blank... the white piece of paper... and no way back. White color is not a God's color... though it is useful. White color is nothing without other colors and Creator can't limit itself in that, but death can. Because the death is worthless.
The heart what is the Sun, is still alive and shining, and we should to appreciate every single moment, doesn't matter who we are.
There are different entities what we can't see, and just only catch them on the pictures, they are not humans and mostly just parasites who is whispering to our ears.
There are a spiritual guides as well, they call them angels sometimes, but they also just spirits of good ex people who can navigate, or bad spirits who will bring you to trouble. It may happened, that for a while you do not have a spiritual guide, then it suck! Call for a good one, tell it your dream.

It is a time for some kind of conclusion, but there is no conclusions. Just be a good human being and everything will be just fine on the earth.

You can steal my ideas sir, but I will always get a new one.

I will charge you soon for bringing my ideas into life, or using them as your own.
There is no copyrights to protect the idea, and I even do not ask "why?"
The good idea is a gold, so I will keep it in my hands, or I will share ... it is up to me
I' am proud my ideas were used for good, and that's the point.

Y. S.

When He Is Gone...

After a while, living her life in Vegas she understood, nothing and nobody can really replace her love.
She was about making a decision, that she needs to get back to Ian. Who's fault, that she was married, and not a single women by that time,when she was dating her lover.
It was a lot of mess in her head, and just over and over, when she replayed in her mind all previous events, she was ready to jump into her Mercedes, and to drive to L.A.

On April 22, 2006, she came to Backstage Cafe in Beverly Hills, from a long time.
There were a lot of people down where,but the person she wanted to see, and to surprise to, was missing.

The young manager from England,who was a good friend of Ian, and working there for a long time came to Viki when he saw her. He gave her a warm hug. He didn't know how to start the conversation, and his eyes were staring at the floor, or just were looking around. Then he looked into Viki's eyes, taking a pause and said:
- Ian is dying....
- What do you mean? Cold sweat went through Viki's body.
- Ian is dying from cancer....
He told all the story and cry, and in that time Viki realized,what was a separation with Ian about,... he was sick already that time ,when they saw each other last time, and he was hiding his illness from everyone, even from her. She was shocked... Who ever... But not him...No No No... This is not truth...
This is not fair my love, she wanted to run.... and cry loud...., but instead she just got frozen.
They decided to go to visit Ian, next day.
Backstage Cafe was continue it's own party and life in this moment when the owner was counting his last minutes of life. All this things didn't go together, and just seemed like everything was lost in the mist.
Nothing made sense....

Young Artist & Band Management

http://www.youtube.com/user/SeismicSound1?feature=mhum

Good- Bye SAMUI! Part 1.

... YOUR FLIGHT IS CANCELED!
Contact airlines immediately!

It was a shock and they have to call airlines. Having just a few bucks on the internet phone account, they had need to solve another problem. Of course there is a time difference, and the lady said that they must  call back in working hours,the only they knew the flight noticed as a canceled for what ever reason.
Who's working hours - they didn't know, but looks like with US airline's operation system, so there were some hopes to get the information. 48 hours before the flight, and how can you get any sleep or getting ready for a trip? Another night like seating on the pins.

Next day the operator pick up the phone and said,that it seems like your flight was canceled ,but I will connect you with department who can give you a better information about this situation.
It was some time of awaiting, and in a while the lady on the other side of the phone, took her time and said:

Your flight is fine, there no any changes, and we would love to tell you about our Promotion for this flight.
You gonna have all privileges, for the price you paid... even more... there will be this this and this...

Dear lady! We really do not care... let us just go home, thank you very much.

What all this was about they still do not know,was it a really possible cansalation, but the flight was put back on track, or just another game just to make a promotion "How Good We Are". Who knows.

.... You can face a lot of B.S in a short amount of time. Let's ask ourselves why? One wrong step can bring you to all the problems in the world.
From other side, how can we recognize the right step from the wrong one?
Listen to your intuition, use your 6th sense... Do not listen anybody and just yourself, and say no sometimes to something you do not feel is right for you.
... Another little moment never forget about... Do not say No to something you feel you should say yes, and sometimes give up your ambitions. In both cases only you, who win or lose.

Good- Bye SAMUI! Part 1.

After a week or so, the Artist decided to go back home to the United States with no questions, even fighting all this issues with banks, she believed that things will work out better if she she is coming back. It wasn't a faith to go to Europe on the first place, and she didn't want to go against of the flow.
There were a few friends who was there for her, and could help her to get a start in L.A. again.
Alex founded a good price ticket, but it was the flight through some city in China. It all looks creepy, but she wanted to take a risk. How much luggage she could of take without payment, they didn't know... they didn't have no money for a trip at all.
What ever airlines said about the weight, they have been trying to make it exactly, bringing bags on the weight machine,which Samui has around 7/11 Stores.
All books were left with Alex, a bunch of clothes were trough away, because they were in mold from endless rains, or just seems to be must await for a better time. Stressful situation, with a thoughts, if she can make it home this time.

Yes Yes, but as already we could see, it wasn't relax even after the confirmation for the flight came out.

... YOUR FLIGHT IS CANCELED- the airlines sent an email, and then another one.
-   Nooooooooo - our artist was ready to scream, I  am not gonna stock in this evil place, no F... way.
I need to get out, as soon as possible! Doesn't matter what!

Tropicana/Berry Punch!!!

TROPICANA
Made with REAL Fruit Juice
BERRY PUNCH

You want to feel good, and look great let's drink our famous product from the famous RALFS on Sunset Blvd and other locations around US! You can get this mascarad in a less than a minute for only $3.99 with Ralfs Card.
Enjoy!

Back to Samui/Part 2

You believe or not...

A lot of people were complaining about Pay Pal. She didn't trust for a second,because there never were any kind of problems to make a purchase.

There were some money sent for the artist to just make it easier to get out from Thailand, but new surprises came as always. After the attempt to transfer some cash into personal account Pay Pall said; that account is blocked and you have to call customer service to solve the issue.
Thank you very much Pay Pall, but what if people can't call? Is it a fraud to do transfer money to the same account as always,why are they blocking after each transfer, even after having a several conversations with an account owner. Dirty business, to use each penny you have and holding on, for their own benefits.
They just need to make a Capital from your money, playing this protection games.
Play numbers... sometimes can change your life situation. It just a game for them, but who pays for that game? Very similar to bank of America actions. Are they the same people by chance, who is running all this theatre?

I want my BEER!

The beer was cold.... the only problem was the can didn't open...
They took the bottle opener, but unfortunately it made a few extra holes in the can and the beer started to lick on the table cloth from 3 spots. They didn't give up, and figure out the way to get a product for useful purposes.... because it was the only beer to share.

It was a two hours fight... it was a very hard to get a drop from the Budwiser can, but they made it to work.

Welcome to the Ralfs on Sunset Blvd, West Hollywood and more surprises are coming. Have fun and Enjoy your Beer.

Welcome to spend 2 bucks over and over for something you really can't get or to get upset about (see the earlier posts)
Of course you can run back, and exchange all these things, but who pays gas, Ralfs? Budwiser?
Dreamer!

Maybe there is a point , maybe not.... will see later on.

ScreemMusic "Lady Cop"

The band ScreemMusic from Moscow was formed by guitarist and the leader
Pavel Hrupov in 2001.
The band is working in style Electro-Rock with signs for success, and getting
ready to hit international market. ScreemMusic has high level of performance
with full sound, good melodic and a great image.
A lot of shows were lined up for this and next year.
The Album Magic World (2009) and the Music Video "Lady Cap" got great
reviews from the social media Music Business Professionals also music listeners.
The Band was discovered by Young Artist and Band Management YA&BM -
Seismic Sound International, Inc. in 2010.

Rocking Nikki "Bad Day"

  

Rocking Nikki is the music's scene new fresh talent. At the age of 13 years old she was introduced as a gleaming bass player and a talented singer and played in teen rock band Blaze N'Young Guns.

In 2009 she started her career as a solo artist, and released her first debut EP album "Out Of Control". With a great young guitar player Curtis Ulin they recorded several song from the Album which have been translated and sung in English, Russian and Finish languages. Nikki's vocals take the spotlight this year as she collaborates with co-writers from Scandinavia and USA. The new single "End Of May" will be released in May 2011.  Rocking Nikki is signed to Seismic Sound International, Inc. - YA&BM

Back to Samui/Part 2

They rushed to get trough the custom, trying do not miss last night shuttle, and do not stock in nowhere.
Everything went smooth in a boarder accept they gave to Alex the stamp (viza) for a month and to our artist only for two weeks. In this two weeks she had to decide about her going back to Europe or US. Inside of her heart she missed US, Los Angeles, but tickets were pricy. She was waiting for some money to come, but it still wasn't enough. The only thing she knew, that there is no way she wants to do these trips through trashy places again.


The rain was continuing, and the mood was kind of depressive, because of the darkness. Though it was a warm weather, the house they lived in, started to get mold. The only hope and her decision that she needs to go back to US, and put things back together, made her mind to stay clear.

Neighbors were surprised to see the artist coming back to Samui, when she should be in Europe by this time. The story they have heard about airlines, and about all what has happened shocked them, as anybody else who was one or another way involved in this crab.
The neighbor,young man, celebrated his birthday in a few days, and they also celebrated a couple of sunny days.

Alex started to look for tickets to US, but was very unhappy about this, because they had difficult time to get any money. The company he was working for never paid on time, and because of that it was hard to really purchase a ticket even if they will find a better price. The money artist was waiting for, have been sent by check in US, and not by transfer into account, so it was another problem of getting this cash, being in Thailand, in some kind of Village.

Samui/Part 2

How much beautiful music or lyrics you can write after you saw so much garbage?
The only and the same question was asked by our artist
- Why life brought me here,why I have to look at all these shit at the time when I want to write a beautiful music, and to create something bright and positive?

The only answer was - Evil- Devil is in control.
But what this Evil- Devil wanted from me?

I guess he just wanted to have a friend he never could make. Or maybe he just needed help to become better, and to see things they are, and not the way he could see it. Or maybe he just needed a ride from US to Thailand. Or maybe he was in love with an artist and wanted to show all his treasures. You really must be a master to create something clean beautiful and neat, and you really must be a master to destroy or to trash places out.
 We all need to make a better choices, and to avoid any contact with negativity and listen to our intuition.It also will help us to avoid contact with bad or Evil eyes or Evil who needs a ride.

.....

Back to Samui/Part 2

What ever happened it wasn't a surprise anymore, and just follow the situation Alex and the artist started to laugh at all and to be sarcastic. Nothing looked scary anymore, and just like a joke. And all attempts and circus from Thai people  to make things look serious, was yaki.
There was a little bus, like a toy on the road, and with a laugh Alex said that's our next bus. Our artist with more ideas and almost hysterical laugh started to make pictures with her cell phone. Our next bus - who can believe,let's make some pics!

Great, did you have some fun laughing on yourselves? 10 min later they have been called,4 people who goes into the same direction.

Hell No, it was a real thing, it was their bus. How Alex could be such a psychic, and to predict it all in a front?
The buss was shaky, but fun to travel, convertible, for six people or 4 people and a baggage.
15 min and they got to some crappy street with a sign of travel agency. All the walls of street houses were gray and all buildings quite damaged it looked like you came back in time, a few days after world war 2 stopped.
That's your stop ! Out of the bus.

There were 2 more rides for 5-10 min with different small buses, and a few more awaiting time for 10 -15 min in between,what really really really didn't have any sense, but all these people who trough you from place to place had a meaning to themselves, and look at you as a bug, who is lost in a web. It was much worse then the first trip they did by themselves, but what ever it was, it is not what people should ever see or try in their lives, unless you want to write a book "What the hell is about".

When He is Gone...

Thinking about this and that Viki was walking around the house. Everything was so nice and neat, but was she happy in here, and can she let all memories good and bad just to live behind and to start all over?
It was the time to make a choice. When Ian was gone and she was about to leave Vegas, because she was simply tired to be between two states, and all this complications of having two homes. The mortgage company didn't want to work out to low the payments, but to be negative every month with a property rental didn't make sense any longer, because she founded herself as musician again, and wanted to invest her time and money in to her music.
It is strange, but the fact is - she started to write her first song dedicated to her love when he got badly sick with melanoma, and finished that composition the year later when he was gone from a physical world.
She had a long break from music since, she came to US,  and now she was back to something she always loved, because you believe or not, the spirit of her love was leading her to this. She saw him coming into her dreams and meeting people, and later on it was almost the same event was happened in a real life. She was trying to avoid contact to music, but all signs said, she should go back to were she belongs to.
This strange house in Vegas was bringing her back in to the past.

... Thinking, that her relationship with her lover is over after 7 years, Vikki stopped any communications with Ian. After New Years Eve of 2004  they spent together, things started to come together, their love was in the top, because she was getting divorce with her husband,  and Ian was kidding about their future marriage, and that Viki will divorce him next day, because will not be able to handle him.

Closer to 2005 things started to change quick in a strange direction.
It seemed that Ian begun to avoid dates, and he told Viki in one of the conversations on the phone, that he doesn't feel like to go out, and just want to stay home. Any women in the world will take it personally.

.... About the year went by and Viki and Ian met in Backstage Cafe for a Valentine's Day. She decided do not spent too much time with Ian, because everything it seemed to be over between them a time ago, and she had a meeting with a couple of her friends, which she didn't see for a long time.
They have been holding their arms, and didn't want to let it go like sometimes before. Ian offered a dinner, but Viki refused, and just had a couple of drinks instead. His eyes were sad and he said he will go home after she leave. He also said he doesn't feel good.
Ian wasn't the one who ever complained about how he feels or anything else and Viki just hold him and said to go home and relax. He was upset, and she could read it.
It was a difficult moment when it was the time for her to leave... He gave her a kiss in the lips, like always before, a warm hug, and as lovers say:
-I love you... She hold him tight and said - I love you too. Happy Valentine's day. He always was responsive, and a caring man and leaving him always was like taking a piece from the heart.

She left, but she knew, that she will come back for her forever love.

When He is Gone....

One week went by, and Viki left to Las Vegas. It wasn't much to do in there, just the house she owned needed to be care about. Tenants leaved, and she was in the middle of the road what to do with this property.
Los Angeles was calling her. A lot of good memories, good times, all the roads in Beverly Hills,which always brought her to one place - Backstage Cafe, and to someone she loved. Each street in Sherman Oaks was worth more then Las Vegas strip.
Internet was very slow in the house, but it still gave her possibility to read emails. There were a few emails from musicians, and one of them was from her new friends "Pajama Pants".
Email text from Mike seemed strange.The man, not knowing Viki very well, and met her only once, told her that he misses her. It sounded suspicious, and she didn't like it. She did believe in love in first sign, but never believed in words about love or feelings, saying too early. The first thought was - what this guy wants from me.
What ever it was...  She liked "Pajama pants" for some reason.
Seating on the stairs of empty house Viki knew, that she can't get both, Vegas and L.A., and need to make a choice... To live in a beautiful house, and always dreaming about L.A. or to live in L.A. and to forget about beautiful house, and to be happy in a small apartment.

Mike was writing every day, during the week she was in Vegas, and she was always writing back, and just telling all the truth about her thoughts about house situation, and in general. She wasn't afraid to share the information with this guy, it was kind of natural for her. She felt people.
Living in Vegas for about 3 years, and before that, visiting it for two years she understood, that if you survive in Vegas, you survive anywhere in the world. Vegas is tough of making a friendship, and Vegas doesn't accept people as easy as it seems, to call yourself local. Corruption - big time.

Her memories always came back to Ian's words when he said he doesn't like Vegas, and she should come back to L.A. What was about Vegas Ian didn't like she never got to know.
They were kidding about flying on Ian's small plane to Europe,which no way can make it to the point, but not Vegas...

Back to Samui/Part 2

After contacting all her friends, and going through her online school material she stayed late that night. Almost 48 hours without sleep made her over tired, but the second breath has opened and she still could be awake and to work on some stuff. She missed to work on music,but everything just was against to write or to record even one composition.

The ticket was purchased for a trip next day and the day after they went to Malaysia. The shuttle came almost to their house. Then the group was guided to the ship.
The ship was much smaller than the last time, and young tourists were seating almost on each other in a front, on the nose of the ship, because they wanted to get some sun and enjoy the breeze. Our artist and Alex squeezed themselves into group and seat down on the floor.
Following all this the Artist didn't see much of happiness on the young people faces. She didn't use to that... traveling a lot of places she recognized the atmosphere very easy. Just a few girls were flirting with guys, but mostly of people in the group were serious or sleepy.
She loved the small ship journey, it was very refreshing, and relaxing.
After two hours they arrived on the land,where they were guided to the big comfy bus.
It was a plan to sleep all the trip in the bus, because they didn't sleep enough, and 5 hours could be just perfect to get some rest.

Great movie started to play before a bus even started to move. Our Artist was watching an American movie, and she was so happy to hear good English, which took her home automatically.

The bus was driving about 35 miles in hour on the highway for about 10 min, and the Artists started to be concerned if the bus is in a good condition, and they do not stock in the middle of Jungles. There were some old houses on the way, but the nature still was kind of creepy and wild looking. Because of a lot of moisture in the air, it is a paradise for the trees,with the only but.... Nobody was ever cared about them, and they holds some danger. Even from the look at them you understand how small you're against the nature.

 TV screen in the bus by sudden went black, and was turned off in 35 min, but the bus was still moving.
What the heck? Buss stopped and a driver opened the front door.
Confused passengers started to look at each other. Some people just begun their waking up, and with a big question on their faces were waiting for what is next.

- Out! - it was a scream of some guy from the outside. But tourist continued seating on their places, and didn't move.
- Out - the voice repeated again the phrase, the only phrase in English, the guy probably knew.
The people started to get up from their seats, and the comments started to come - What the hell? In many languages as you can guess. With having a little bit imaginations, you could hope, that it was a break time or stop for tourist to get some breakfast in the Cafe with official sign of the Tour Company, who organized this trip, and not the bus breaking up.
Welcome to the "Rat Tail Cafe".  It was the only way you could call it, because it was stinky, and no way you want to taste or even smell their food. A few workers or owners were not friendly, and were watching people with some kind of hate.

There wasn't any explanation to the group of tourists, what is going on, or what is next.
The only question everybody had - Where are we, and why we are here?  Because their bus left.

Only one small bus-truck was lonely parked on the street and Artist with her brother were laughing that it is their privet transportation... in a while to their surprise... it was their next bus.

They still had 5 hours of trip to Malaysia... This traveling agency must be kidding.

Back to Samui/Part1

- We have to go to Malaysia tomorrow to get a stamp (viza) - Alex said.
She knew, that they need to go there, but she didn't know how she could take another unpleasant trip non stop without even one day in between.
- Alex please let's stay at least one day here - she asked her brother, and he agreed.
This race in Thailand was already too much for her, and unleashed problems with this or that , made her feel like she is walking on the edge. The soul wasn't relax and many times inside of her mind she was trying to find the answer - why all these things are happening.
It seems like they did mistake by mistake, though the only wish was to leave the country, but some evil force was just continue hitting her and her brother with a full power.

 She never liked Asia, and never wanted to go here, but what made her to do this stupid step and not listening to her intuition and the voice inside. Just good reviews of guys who probably enjoyed the companies of Thai girls,because they can buy a wife for a month for a very little money. The tourists resorts which looked great and had their own life inside, but what about outside? This island have a potential and maybe in 5 years when they will clean up all the island it can be a good place for vacations. The Police doesn't give you a ticket for driving drunk,but they can give you a ticket for driving without helmet and only if the driver doesn't have it, because the passenger is not considered as a human being. They have been laughing with her brother about it many times making jokes. A lot of foreigners were killed this way in drunk driving. Locals are driving since a very young age so they have a master degrees in that, but you never know. The sea, yes the water was very warm, and pleasant, but after California not much things could surprise. She missed US, and she missed the man she was in love with.

She felt like she doesn't have a spiritual guide anymore, and left all alone, in the hands of devil. Still trying to think positive and prepare herself mentally to the next trip she was trying to block her mind for the next days of ugly pictures and places she saw last time going to Malaysia. She decided that she is not gonna pay attention on surrounding, and only just to concentrate on what she has to do, so kind of close her eyes on what ever will be around.
- We gonna buy the trip from the traveling agency maybe it will be a bit better - Alex mentioned.
It sounds better to her, though she had some doubt ...
Though  Thailand has some loyal rules about overstay, and just wanted to rip money as a punishment you have to do things right and do not play with laws.

Back to Samui/Part 1

She got into the plane,with no energy, no thoughts, no feelings. She didn't understand where she goes and who are all these people around. It was just the only wish to get a seat and maybe something to eat.
The weather was calm, even the rain season still was in the power in Thailand. Time had stopped for her, but the plane took off and started to fly into the sky. The people in the plane were strangers, they even didn't look like people to her anymore, and just like toys with their own mission. Flight attendants were cold and kind of mean, probably, because they didn't get their beauty sleep. Yes at 6 a.m. it is understandable.

... In Samui airport expecting her stuff, she founded her Apple Computer rolling with all other bags, and not treat as a glassy "hold with caution" luggage.
Oh no, please ...
She really wished she had an Apple lop top, but who knew all this story will go so far.

Her brother came by his motorbike, and the cab driver was following him till their house.
Alex looked very tired, after this crazy night, but still both were in a good mood,because at least for now this hell was over.
They got a bottle of rum, and with no much words were sipping it with a pleasure and had some relieve. Both felt kind of faulty about this situation, but in the same time both were very happy to see each other again.

When He is Gone....

I' ve head this not ordinary story several years ago,but never had a chance to write it. I will start it back words, so from the end, to the time closer to these days, because it has some interesting points and unusual discovery.

...  She walked in into nice house, and looked around. Good looking guy opened the door, and with big blue eyes showed all his "welcome to the play". He was tall, with a long, till his butt naturally light hair, and was dressed, as she was calling later on, in pajama pants. Both felt a little bit shy,because it was the first time they met after just seeing each other's pictures, sharing their music, and having a few conversations through emails.
They are both were musicians, and that what brought them together, and they were trying to collaborate in the music project.
It didn't come much, when they made a play test, and it seemed that something more was born between them from the first sight.
She didn't feel to be close to any man for about two years, and was on the grieving period, after her love past away, and it seemed that she will never will fall in love again.
The space in her head was full feel of memories and sadness, though she understood that she needs to move forward with her life. The pajama pants was a very nice guy, but different,though it wasn't the first time that exactly different guy with unusual behavior can take her heart. Maybe that's what she always was looking for.
In some moments physically he reminded her Ian, the man, who was everything to her, but left her so unexpectedly, and in some moment he looked like an innocent teenager, who didn't know what to say or to do. Why she started to compare those two from the beginning she didn't have any ideas, but inside of her heart she felt, that there was some connection... and that's why she met Mike.

Bangkok Airport /part 3

Yes, it worked! The card was alive and now she could contact her brother and buy the ticket back to Samui.
It wasn't the place she really wanted to go,but it was the only way she could get out from this mess.

... Again a ticket , then over weight pay for her stuff, which was only $30 and not over $500,as Air Berlin wanted to charge, and back into the plane... and seemed like she was repeated this trip all over again, and she really did like going on the circle - the little mouse in the cage.

Bangkok Airport/Bank of America

After getting some sleep on the floor, and on the bench, artist was counting minutes to make a call to Bank of America and make them to unblock the card. There wasn't any reason for bank to do that,what they did make someone to go through hell. This card was used in Thailand earlier during whole month and everything was just fine, and why they didn't block it on the first place,why is that if they are so protective.

 She logged into account of prepaid card and have a few minutes before the bank will be opened for customer service, and some live person can get on the phone. She called to her brother,who didn't sleep all these hours and just was waiting for her call. There were her last money, and just 40 min left for internet to call bank. After a long automated voice system some customer representative picked up the phone.
Artist explained her emergency situation, and asked the question why they blocked the card.The lady was very nasty telling that it was a security protection, and talk to artist like it was her money, and she will deside what to do with that, and not the person to whom they belong to. There wasn't much time to argue, so artist said that she need help as quick, as possible.
The women was asking a bunch of security questions and after having all needed information, she said that she is going to go to activate the card, and artist need to stay on the line.
Time was ticking, and only 8 minutes were left for internet to shut down. Good wish...the internet shuted down in 30 sec after women on the other side said her last words.
Noooo.....
... Artist closed her lop top, and didn't know what will be next. Will be card activated or not, is she is going to stock here untill her brother can make it? There no clue any more, just a sadness inside of her heart and hate to all systems which do not work properly, and who is trying to manipulate people's life.
It was happened before with a Bank of America when they blocked the card almost every week,because of $30 or $ 100 pulling off ATM. The strangest thing is they did that on weekends, though many times were told about locations the card will be used.
Why they do not treat their customers well, the people who doesn't have enough money,but still trying stay with them, they charge them $7 every month, sometimes even by chance charging twice? They have to pay to people for using their money. There is nothing for free in this world, MAN! Stealers big time!
Would you please BANK of AMERICA protect your customers from yourselves first, and do not steal their last money? Every single dollar make you to be alive BANK of AMERICA.

Walking to ATM the artist had the last hope for the card to be opened. If this lady understood the situation even being mean, but being a human being everything can work for good, and our artist can get out from this unpleasant place as Bangkok Airport. Not only the huge mirrors on the roof made this place to look that everything is moving upside down, it is the place that turns things and your mind up side down. Just not everyone suppose to see that, and only the people who has special psychic abilities, and our artist is the one of them.

Bangkok Airport/Bank of America

The sound of working ATM like an echo had a reflection in her head. Everything around looked like something unreal after many hours she spent in airport, and with bad feeling inside she realized, that something went really wrong from the beginning. Something was on her way, she does this or that.
But what is that 'something"?

The ATM rejected her card.
How much time she could get on internet with money what were left,to contact her friends, her brother and Bank of America? Not much, and if she will not solve the problem fast she will be isolated from contacts. She wished she had a cell phone with her, but this time she didn't. In anyway her phone wasn't working in Thailand. She also could talk to her brother only through skype, and call to Bank of America from internet phone system. Making already so many trips around airport, the artist felt very tired and just wanted to get something to eat, and to just  lay down for a while, but some evil force was making her running non stop against the clock.

It was a bad news for her brother. He started to worry too much, and wanted to fly to Bangkok,but the artist stopped him, because then they both will stock here for the night,what didn't make any sense. In case if  it will not work with Bank of America and they do not unblock the account, then that's what is gonna happened, but for now they have to wait.
There was nobody in the Bank of America, after 9 p.m. and only answer machine was continue saying, that working hours are from 7 a.m. till... She afraid to spend money for food or anything else. Friends in US, people in Europe and her brother in Thailand all were nervous and were trying to help anyway they could. Everyone was very supportive, and everyone stayed online during this time.

The security guides already started to pay attention on her, because she was making rounds in airport going to different floors, for what ever needs. There is no food or drinks on the 4th floor, where she supposed to departure, and  a bit more privet place to relax was on the 3d floor. She decided to get one more prepaid card for internet and to finish her conversations, and to make a decision what they will do with her brother.

Leaving her carriage with bags and guitars outside,she walked in to glassy computer room. Two security guides and a small dog showed up, and one of the guys started to roll the ball for the dog, pretending that he is playing and sending the dog into direction of her stuff. It was a dog trained for drugs search. The artist look at this picture and understood they may pay attention on guitars and that's why maybe paid a closer attention on her. The dog after coming to her carriage started to jump on her stuff and to sniff it all around. Then it run into computer room,was sniffing her several times and came back to her bags.
She didn't afraid that they could find anything ,but being very tired bad thought started to attack her... if if they have something in their mind. She got an internet card, and saw, that one of the guys moved into direction of her carriage, she went quick out of the room not letting anybody to come close to her stuff without her. Who knows what may happened. She didn't trust to no one anymore,who was working in this Airport.
Did she had a reason to be suspicious or not, she didn't know,but she knew that after one more conversation she needs to get something to eat, and try to relax, or maybe to get some sleep on the bench or on the floor, there wasn't any difference anymore. She was almost falling down from caring a heavy stuff,from being hungry and without any sleep the night before, and from this nightmare, which seemed getting more force. All these things like a chain were stick together and looked like a set up.
It looked like an evil game, drugging human's energy to zero down.

She was seating on the floor of 3d floor and tried to get some sleep. Her mind was far away, and the thought that she needs to come back to Samui made her very upset.

Bangkok Airport/Bank of America

Bangkok Airways, once again. There wasn't nobody in line to buy tickets, and without rush artist slowly came to the booth of Bangkok Airways.
- One ticket to Samui for next flight, please.
The girl typed something fast, and asked for a passport.
- $130 - like a robot automat she said.
The artist gave her debit card and was waiting for her to finish up a transaction.
Girl stopped doing her moves and looked at the artist with no trust, and said:
- ... Your card is not working.
- What do you mean? It just was working a while ago, can you try one more time please?
The artists legs started to shake, there was the only card, and the only money she had, not counting that little cash of tai bats.
- Your card is not working, do you have another one?
- No, I do not have...
- Try, if you can get cash from ATM and come back.
The conversation was over and the only hope was if ATM still can give some money.
Do not do this to me Bank of America, the thought like a strike hit her mind.

Thailand/Bangkok Airport Part 2

Next step for our "hero" was to find out, what time is flight to Samui, and to let her brother know about what has happened, and that what she is coming back. The first flight to Samui was about 1, 5 hour and there was  some time to go to internet room to send an email, or to get some kind of connection. The lop top didn't pick up internet automatically. She paid 150 Tai money for an hour in internet room.
The computer was very bad, the mouse didn't listen and the arrow was jumping from place to place, it was almost impossible to work on that computer, but after writing a couple emails she turned it down and looked for a chance to make her lop top working. There was an older gentlemen,who held a lop top in his hands and the artist asked how she can get internet.
- You can by a prepaid card for an hour for 250 b. man said.
o.k. she had 1500 b. cash  to pay for 3 days of overstay, and 1100 b. cash is gonna be left after paying the card. It was enough to buy coffee, when she is done with all that crab.

She went outside, and made a call through internet to her brother, and told the situation. They agreed she will call him back after she buys a ticket to Samui, so he can come to pick her up at the airport.

Thailand/Bangkok airport

After accepting the fact, that her trip to Europe was over and pushing heavy carriage the artist almost run to the Air Berlin kiosk, where she was trying to do something to just to solve the problem one or another way and get out from that place calls Bangkok Airport.
Behind the desk lady with a smile asked how she can help.
- Can I get a refund for my ticket - the artist asked.
The lady made a look and said - No, it is too late, you should call Air Berlin.
- But that doesn't make sense at the moment ... can you please do it and I will talk to them?
- No, you need to call to Germany from public phone or your cell phone.
There wasn't the way to call to anywhere, because the time was running out.
- Can I change it for another date, so I do not lose the ticket, and can still make my flight even not today?
- Let's try the lady said and asked what date changes should be made for.
It was some kind of hopes, and the artist started quickly to figure out how much time she needs to revise the situation with a ticket and her flight, and maybe to have a conversation with Air Berlin later on, about that issue.
- Let's do it in a week please.
- In a week? You do not want to flight earlier?
Maybe I want to flight earlier the artist was thinking, but for sure not with this company.
- In a week is good - artist gave a smile to the lady.
In her mind already was a plan of coming back to Samui, because it was the only choice she had at the moment. What is gonna be later who knows...
- It is gonna cost $70 for a date change - lady said.
The artist gave her debit card from Bank of America and was waiting for a transition to be done.
- Everything is fine - and ladies voice had changed for a sweetest voice in the world.
After a few minutes confirmation came out, the date was changed and artist felt some relieve.

Thailand/Bangkok airport

Very good looking lady came and introduced her self as a manager for Air Berlin in Bangkok.
After long conversation the artist asked her to print one more time rules of Air Berlin, which she looked over, before the ticket was purchased, but seemed like missed the point. Also she called air Berlin in Germany and England about overweight in bags, and some of numbers were not functional and nobody never pick up the phone. So whom to blame at last minute.

- So are you going to pay and fly or you gonna miss your flight - lady said.
- Can we work out something and I will pay later somehow or may be you can give me some break?
- No - with a strong notes in voice she said; you better take out everything you do not need. We can only  give a break if you're came or going to US...
- I am actually from US..., but this is not what she meant.

The artist in panic was trying to go through her stuff and to look for the clothes or something she may not need. Seating on the floor she was almost ready to cry,because really it wasn't anything she didn't need ,because it were only two bags and mostly with her studio equipment a few music books she needed for work and frames with pics of her child and the man she loved,not much clothes at all.
- You're not alone... the voice came from nowhere. The artist look at the manager who pointed to the left.
Slowly turning her head the artist saw the pictures and the voice continued:
- This women also doesn't have money to pay and need to make her bags lighter. The sarcastic smile showed up on the young manager's face.

The women around 30 was seating on the floor and in hurry was trying to pull off everything she could from her bag to just to make a flight home. A little girl around 9 was starring on her mother and didn't completely understand what was going on. The situation was sad.
- What are you going to do with that stuff you pulled out? - the artist asked that women.
- Just put into the garbage,what else I can do,the flight is in 40 min.

- That's right...
- You can leave your stuff on the lost and found department and someone can pick it up during 1-2 days- the manager added.
Sounds very promising indeed.
-What is after two days?
- Your stuff will be gone, sorry.
The artist started to put all her stuff back into her bags and in her mind was thoughts how to refund the ticket and no way let these people or airline to steal it. She knew she is not gonna make that trip.

Monsters... who present Air Berlin in Thailand and the Company itself! One day the game will be over for you!
- What I can do with my ticket refund?- the artist ask.
- I afraid nothing the manager said, just call the office in Berlin.
- Can I change the ticket for another direction or day?
- You can try, the flight is in about 20 min. She smiled...

Thailand/Bangkok airport

... Pushing about 50 kg carriage anywhere she went, she got kind of tired, but time was ticking and just two hours were left until plane departure.
Long line for a ticket registration moved slowly, and in about the hour our artist closed up to the counter.

It was a Tai guy about 35, who didn't have any emotions on his face and the only thing what you see that one eye look to one side and the other eye look somewhere else, and you can't understand whom this guy is talking to. Being superstitious, the artist knew that there is "no road" for you if you meet the crossed eye man. It wasn't any kind of abuse for a physical defect in her mind , it was just an old believes going through time and told by old people in Europe.
He took her passport and was holding it for a while, and showed with a head to put sue cases on the weight rolling machine.
Using all muscles she had she got up her suitcase and dropped it on weight machine.
Next was another bag and an Apple desktop computer.
-You have overweight madam, 26 kg and you allowed to bring only 20 kg for free and any other kg gonna cost you 20 additional euro, so you must pay 520 euro for you stuff.
- What? This is more then my ticket price sir, are you kidding? I paid coming here $109 and I had more stuff....but the guy didn't give up
- You have to pay 520 euro madam.
It is looked like a scam and the artist was asking for a manager in hopes to work something out.

Good luck!